drizzles to miracles.

looking outside the window, a foggy sight and a damp atmosphere was evident with the up and coming rainy season (yes, its almost june.). the coming of the rainy season would mean goodbye summer, the sun , the heat, the white sand, and the refreshing beaches. this i saw as a chance wasted since i never actually went to a beach, make sand castles, and the like because of the hectic summer classes.

speaking of summer classes, im finally done! yes, never have i had such a busy time in my summer schedule. i recall my past summer experiences where i just vegetate myself at home with the lack of activities. now, in my college year, its a different case altogether.

ive survived six weeks of hell. (well, not everything was hell. part of it, i guess.)

never have i felt so exhausted. physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual exhaustion could actually lead to someone's death. death in the sense that life seemed such a routine, such a burden, that it was as if there was no life at all. negativties can kill.

but then there is the magic of miracles.

its amazing how whenever God seemed so distant, He'd just be there waiting for you to call upon Him. miracles do happen even in the smallest details. in my case, i was revived, i was rejuvenated. i saw Him even when i was blinded by the darkness inside and outside of me. at the point that everything seemed so lost, everything seemed hopeless, and nothing made sense, He'd redo everything with a blink of an eye. He'd rearrange your life and make sense out of it. i guess that's what happens when you surrender everything unto Him. That even in the face of 'death', He'd be there, making a miracle.

wow, what a leap, from drizzles to miracles.

hm.

i guess they're connected. :)