It's almost 2:00 am. Last time i checked the clock, it was only 12 am.
2 hours of experimenting (no, not in the chemistry lab sort of thing... something else..). Talk about unproductivity. But then again, i realized certain things.
These past 3 weeks, I had been really confused about myself and what I feel.
But now I guess everything's clear. I'm not who I think I am. Thank goodness..
I went to Fr. Ben's and Mr. Rene San Andres' leadership forum. I learned a lot. And in a sense, I was affirmed after the past doubts I have about my leadership and maturity about certain things.
Two reports POS 100 and Ch136. Both ok... Both crammed. But I couldn't have crammed any better. Best cramming experience ever.
Overall, I'm quite speechless of what's been happening in my life at the moment.
Too much mixed emotions. Too much complications. Too many misinterpretations.
---- I love being vague and random. I missed this.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Thursday, January 01, 2009
because I was too busy.
while browsing through my planner, my multiply contacts, and friendster friends list, I suddenly realized something...
There were A LOT of friends whom I forgot to greet last 2008! of course, it wouldn't take much of a genius to figure that every year my friends would celebrate their birthdays. And sometime during the year, there would be one day that I'd be greeting them a happy birthday! But there were very few moments those words came out of my mouth, or my pen, or my cellphone.
I suddenly felt I've grown apart from a lot of people. Those that I usually talked to when I was in highschool, I absolutely have no idea what's been going on with their lives.
These are moments when I begin checking on my priorities.
It's been more than a year since I've seen any of my high school friends. So what happened with keeping in touch and friends forever? THEY were keeping in touch, while I was busy creating another world.
And that was MY mistake.
I hope more than a year of not talking didn't change much of anything. (asa pa ako.)
Hai, I miss people.
and I hope me saying BELATED HAPPY TO ALL OF YOU isn't too late.
There were A LOT of friends whom I forgot to greet last 2008! of course, it wouldn't take much of a genius to figure that every year my friends would celebrate their birthdays. And sometime during the year, there would be one day that I'd be greeting them a happy birthday! But there were very few moments those words came out of my mouth, or my pen, or my cellphone.
I suddenly felt I've grown apart from a lot of people. Those that I usually talked to when I was in highschool, I absolutely have no idea what's been going on with their lives.
These are moments when I begin checking on my priorities.
It's been more than a year since I've seen any of my high school friends. So what happened with keeping in touch and friends forever? THEY were keeping in touch, while I was busy creating another world.
And that was MY mistake.
I hope more than a year of not talking didn't change much of anything. (asa pa ako.)
Hai, I miss people.
and I hope me saying BELATED HAPPY TO ALL OF YOU isn't too late.
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