Showing posts with label blah. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blah. Show all posts

Sunday, February 24, 2008

i can't think of a title for this one.

just got a lot of things in my head right now.

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yey! history play is final done! wooohooo! sir gave his warm applause and approval which hopefully meant an A for our class. congratulations girls, those practices finally paid off! we deserve it! :P

and the end of the history play means i can train again!! wooohhooo!! i really missed judo and my teammates. can't wait to slam those mats and throw people around!

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said sorry to a friend this morning, but i guess he doesnt care. i don't understand how someone could be so impartial and cold.

said i cared for a friend last night, but i guess it wasn't enough. i'm sorry, i guess i'm not worth your thoughts.

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just recovered from a highly contagious flu and i've been absent for three days. i missed two long tests and wasn't able to pass two laboratory reports. and to make matters worse,i lost my wallet yesterday. tsk. talk about an unlucky week.

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mayroon ding umaalis, mayroong naiiwan...
pagtataya... how do you keep the fire burning?

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just realized that i've been far away from God. felt like we've drifted apart. sad.

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how random.

Monday, December 10, 2007

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tao lamang ako.

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at manhid ka.

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ganoon ba kahirap ang humingi ng tawad?

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hai. pride.

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Friday, October 19, 2007

naming 21 people.

got this from jihad's multiply! panakaw ah! hehehe. i had fun answering this. and ang masasabi ko lang, ang galing tsumempo ng tanong. hehehe. :P ~

Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people. Don't change the names you've written once you start answering the questions.

Ready, Start!

1. haizell
2. hazel
3. gerald
4. ace
5. hannah
6. benny
7. lean
8. kaira
9. margo
10. mela
11. albert
12. maylea
13. henson
14. leo
15. cleo
16. domeng
17. adam
18. gerry
19. cj
20. aj
21. charm


THE QUESTIONS

1. How did you meet 14?
- college. almost pareho yung course namin sa ateneo. well, by fate really. haha :)

2. What would you do if you never met 6?
- errr. next question!!!!!!! hahaha.

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
- that would be really weird coz aj is my brother and margo is my blockmate. haha. really weird. noooo. :))

4. Did you ever like 5?
- haha. yeah as a friend! roomie ko yun eh!! labshoo banhannahna!

5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
- errr.. para silang 10. hehehe. err, masubukan nga. hehehe (peace guys! :D)

6. Describe 8:
- kaira is old. hahaha. joke lang. she's a true friend. luv yah kaira :D

7. Do you think 13 is attractive?
- siyempre si henson pa! he's drop dead gourgeous! lalo na kapag nagsosolve ng math! hehehe! luv yah henson! :D

8. Tell me something about 17.
- hm payat parin siya. sobrang makaDiyos. at i really really miss him!

9. Do you know any of 4's family members?
- err.. haha, oo, yung very distant cousin niyang si hannah! hehehehe. (yes blockmates, pinsan ni ace si hannah. sobrang layo nga lang.hehe)

10. What's 21's favorite color?
- errr, yellow? hm sorry sis. ang alam ko lang ayaw niya sa pink. hehe.

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed s/he liked you?
- si gerry? hahaha. i'd ask if he's serious, and tell him i like him too! heehee. :D

12. What language does 20 speak?
- english and tagalog. laking quezon city kasi siya eh. hehe, :)

13. Who is 9 going out with?
- err, meron ba? heheh :D

14. What grade is 16 in?
- second year college :D

15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
- hm i talked to him sa YM just a few hours ago. hm, but i last saw him and talked to him in the flesh nung October 12, 2007.

16. What is 2's favorite band?
- hm hindi ko alam eh. meron ba?... err, sori tol :D

17. Would you ever date 7?
- siyempre naman! hahaha. si lean pa! eh mahal ko yan eh! di ba sir?! lagot nga lang ako kay madam. hehehe. :P

18. Would you ever date 12?
- ofcourse! si maylea naman yun eh! but dont get the wrong idea! hehe. :D

19. Is 15 single?
- errr, cleo?.. hehe. i think it's complicated. ;P

20. What is 19's last name?
- lintag :D

21. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 11?
- err, why not? di ba albert? :)

22. What school does 3 go to?
- ATENEO!!

23. Where does 15 live?
- hm, malapit lang sa SM north. i dont know how to describe the location eh. hehe.

24. What's your favorite thing about 10?
- hm, palagi siyang nakangiti! :) luv you mela! miss you a lot! :D

Sunday, September 16, 2007

i miss...

i miss basketball.


i miss my friends.


i miss myself.


i miss you.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

ayoko nang uminom ng gamot

sa pagbuka ng aking bibig, sa paghulog ng tabletas, sa paginom ng tubig, at sa paglunok, unti unti kong nararamdaman ang pag agos ng tubig kasama ng gamot sa akin lalamunan. kasabay ng pag agos na ito ang panalangin na sana'y pagbigyan ako ng pagkakataon na sana'y gumaling na ako sa karamdamang ito.

mula pa aking pagkabata, tinuruan na ako ng aking mga magulang na uminom ng gamot tuwing magkakasakit ako. ayon sa kanila, ang gamot daw ay makatutulong para gumaling ang sakit. aasahan naman na dahil bata pa nga ako at walang kamuwang muwang sa mundo, susunod ako sa sinasabi ng aking mga magulang, kung kaya naman naniwala ako sa kanila at umiinom ako ng gamot kapag nagkakasakit ako. naisip ko naman noon na gumagaling naman ako kapag umiinom ako ng gamot.

ngayon, matanda na ako (oo, matanda na ang disiotso), napagtanto ko na hindi naman pala nakapagpapagaling ang gamot. sa tuwing lulunok ako ng tabletas, capsule, o kaya naman syrup, higit kong nararamdaman ang sakit ko. hindi ko nararamdamang humuhupa ang sakit, hindi ko nararamdamang gumagaan ang pakiramdam ko. nararamdaman kong kinakain ako ng karamdaman. pakiramdam ko, unti-unting inuubos ng gamot ang lakas ko at ang aking kagustuhang mabuhay sa mundo. pakiramdam ko, hindi nahihilom ng gamot ang sugat na dulot ng sakit ng aking katawan, ng aking kalooban, ng aking kaluluwa.

kaya ngayon, ayoko nang uminom ng gamot.

nagkakasakit lamang ako lalo.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

sabi niya.

WAG MAXADONG ISIPIN!!!! WAG MAXADONG DIBDIBIN!!! NAKAMAMATAY!!! - mula sa isang kaibigan.

hai.

ang masasabi ko lamang.

what a positive way to look at it.









or maybe not.


(peace tayo kaibigan. haha.)




i think id rather die.