Monday, September 24, 2007

i cant, cause i can.

only two weeks left. two weeks of hell. i can feel the pressure piling up, with all the online journals that ive been reading, which coincidentally, all have a common theme. everybody's struggling. most of my friends are complaining about their hell weeks (or maybe just trying to get by them, coz complaining cant really do anything), and most of my teammates are anxious about the UAAP. i cant say i dont feel the same way.

im dead nervous about the upcoming UAAP. just a few days left, with only 4 training days. everything's going to be even harder. ive come this far. there's no turning back.

requirements are beginning to pile up. i have two weeks to change the path of a whole semester, to make it turn in another direction, a more successful one that is.



emotions are, and will be, pouring. but i need to focus. i cant let the sadness creep into me. i cant let fear overcome myself.




sigh.



enough about depression. enough about darkness. enought about drama.


time to move on. time to accept reality.






i cant falter. not now.

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