After spacing out while watching Thor, something hit me.

Hello real world. I finally signed that contract I've been praying for for days now, and then I have this strange feeling in my gut that after being so happy for a short time, and after getting what I want, I realized it's not as wow as I thought I would feel. I actually feel more uncertain about things and about my decisions. But then it hit me hard. Love. As cheeseballs as it may sound, I think that's the only answer. No matter how uncertain things feel, you love.

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