brushing up on my history.

9.11.06 post from my old blogger. (just felt like brushing up on my history.)

mixed emotions are piling up. i've been exerting all my efforts to fall asleep just to rid myself of this disturbance. butterflies in my stomache keep churning. although, it is very clear to me. (cant say im not having the same feeling, especially right now, with days away to count off for the release of my final grades from last semester and my summer classes start a few days afterwards. mixed emotions are definitely piling up, although not that extreme. id give it 3 days more, then the churning may highten.)

our schedule was surprisingly accessible. classes start at 11:30 every monday and friday and ends at 4:30 in the afternoon. (ok so this 11:30 class was not really followed through because of the unexpected problem solving classes we were required to attend. fridays were the only actual day for an 11:30 class. which was quite convenient for rushing some deadlines and lab reports. so hurray for the friday 11:30 class! wee!) tuesdays and thursdays start at 9 in the morning and end at 2:30 in the afternoon. (this schedule was quite convenient. after the 2:30 class, me anf my friend would always enjoy the view of the ateneo football field with a cup of instant coffee in one hand. its nice to get away from the noise and the real world for a few minutes. hah. how much id miss those moments.) i think wednesday is the only day that's hectic because its a lab day! hell day starts ta 7:30 and ends at 4:30 where we only have an hour break. (i cant believe that hell day was as hell as wednesdays. i have never experienced anything much worse.) but at least it was better than the previous semester where we dont have a hell day but instead a hell week. haha *laughs at herself for that thought.* (now i'd definitely laugh at myself for having that thought. the load from the first semester was actually lighter than that of the second. hell months were the right term, not hell day, which was actually definitely much worse! [i love the sarcasm! haha.])

oh, i almost forgot to mention, i have a new dorm! yey! well, "yey" for the thought that my sanctuary was just walks away from school, but ofcourse moving to a new dorm would mean another adjusting period for me. well i hope this moving thing would be for the better. *sorry by the way to the one whom i left behind.sorry.hindi ko sinasadya* (my new dorm was actually great! never really did expect that to happen. at first, things were a little hard for me, since my roomates had their own clicks. im not really an expert in the friendly *pakapalan* moves, so its mostly an earphones-my own world sort of life for me in the dorm. but things got a lot better when one of my blockmates moved in. everything else followed. its basically an independent life [with your friends/fellow dormers to help once in a while], to the fullest.)

oh and another thing, my pe is judo! yey! i dont know if im excited or just plain scared! haha. (surprisingly, my judo pe experience was fun. never have i experienced being thrown by the whole class. and attending judo as my pe class opened a new door for me, a new adventure, judo as a lifetime sport, a loved sport, a varsity adventure in my 5 years of stay in the university.)

and im hoping to join the wbc. ive already had a scheduled appointment on monday plus a scheduled meeting for gabay at the same time interval! haha. ok. its official. i am going to die! (wbc, didnt turn out to be what i expected. sadly, my dream to become an ateneo lady eagle was short-lived. it was fun while it lasted though. i met a lot of new friends. but the very idea that it was a club and attendance to trainings were not required, but only for ethical and moral purposes, and i didnt quite find the fulfilment i was looking for, it made me set my priorities. sadly wbc was among those at the end of the list. i have issues, i guess. but i think those are things better left unsaid. as for my gabay and aches membership [my other two organizations], everthything was fine. but 'fine' wouldnt guarantee me of renewing my memberships to these organizations. i'll be thinking a lot about it come the after-summer-classes school break. didnt get the purpose of it all, which i think is a different story, and a different post all together. )

haha. (haha indeed. for the past couple of months of the 2nd semester, 'haha' was my mask of all the emotions i felt. again, another post for this one.)

oh well. butterflies. haha. (a yes. butterflies. but hey, butterflies fly away right? haha.)