how could something that feels so right be so wrong?
hai.
masakit pala kapag napunta ka sa isang sitwasyon na wala kang magagawa kundi ang tanggapin ito. kahit na ba nararamdaman mong tamang tama ang isang sitwasyon, as long as hindi ito 'meant to be', wala ring mangyayari.
hai. kanina ko pa pinipilit sagutin ang tanong na ito.
kung sino man ang may alam,
pakisagot naman.
(kung maaari lamang, IKAW nalamang ang sumagot. para diretso na. hehe.)
Friday, June 29, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
inevitable.
its funny how things change in just a split second. (well maybe not a second, maybe a few hours, a day or two.) by thing i mean several different aspects like your emotions, your thoughts, your mood, how you interact with people, your heartbeat, your movements, your friends, your physical feelings, your love for someone and all other your "type something here" that exists and is capable of change.
i observed this starting last night till tonight. (man, how i suck, ngayon ko lamang iyon na realize! how much of a loser can i get! haha.) well, i dont know. ive been seeing a lot of changes. well maybe i did not only observed it last night, maybe for the past couple of days. i dont know. it feels really odd, one day your just having fun with your friends, then all of a sudden you're like aliens with each other. i cant understand how that really goes but it really sucks to think that things work out that way.
as for moods, there is what one calls a moodswing. but i honestly cant imagine how one can have 5 different moods in just 2 hours. haha. (sorry. grabe ka naman kasi. or grabe ako. haha. or grabe tayo! hai!)
as for the love for someone, it fluctuates like crazy! maybe because of several factors like jealousy, et. al. haha. one moment you love him, then all of a sudden you hate him so much.
as for interaction with other people. one time your with someone then after a few minutes your with a different person. i think i see the disadvantages of this. there is a saying of "quality over quantity". i think this situation applies to this. id rather be with the same people and build deep relationships with them than to be with countless numbers of people and just maintain a shallow relationship. (as in yung tawa nalang ng tawa. hai. ewan ko. iba siguro definition ko ng relationship and friendship.) well, im not capable of muti tasking with everyone, cause the way i see it, you cant have all of them, there will always be sacrifices.
as for thoughts, i suppose it never became constant. after thinking of something, it changes to another something, and back to the other something, and then a new something again. i dont know if im crazy or anything but its just that i have a lot of things in my head right now that i find it hard to focus on one thought, there always has to be change, and my head cant stop thinking.
and as for those " all other 'things' " , well, id rather not mention them. itd be too long of a list and meaning more consumed time for you readers. haha.
well. changes do occur, even in the shortest intervals, and in the most unexpected moments.
and no matter how you try to avoid it.
there will always be changes.
like now.
.
i observed this starting last night till tonight. (man, how i suck, ngayon ko lamang iyon na realize! how much of a loser can i get! haha.) well, i dont know. ive been seeing a lot of changes. well maybe i did not only observed it last night, maybe for the past couple of days. i dont know. it feels really odd, one day your just having fun with your friends, then all of a sudden you're like aliens with each other. i cant understand how that really goes but it really sucks to think that things work out that way.
as for moods, there is what one calls a moodswing. but i honestly cant imagine how one can have 5 different moods in just 2 hours. haha. (sorry. grabe ka naman kasi. or grabe ako. haha. or grabe tayo! hai!)
as for the love for someone, it fluctuates like crazy! maybe because of several factors like jealousy, et. al. haha. one moment you love him, then all of a sudden you hate him so much.
as for interaction with other people. one time your with someone then after a few minutes your with a different person. i think i see the disadvantages of this. there is a saying of "quality over quantity". i think this situation applies to this. id rather be with the same people and build deep relationships with them than to be with countless numbers of people and just maintain a shallow relationship. (as in yung tawa nalang ng tawa. hai. ewan ko. iba siguro definition ko ng relationship and friendship.) well, im not capable of muti tasking with everyone, cause the way i see it, you cant have all of them, there will always be sacrifices.
as for thoughts, i suppose it never became constant. after thinking of something, it changes to another something, and back to the other something, and then a new something again. i dont know if im crazy or anything but its just that i have a lot of things in my head right now that i find it hard to focus on one thought, there always has to be change, and my head cant stop thinking.
and as for those " all other 'things' " , well, id rather not mention them. itd be too long of a list and meaning more consumed time for you readers. haha.
well. changes do occur, even in the shortest intervals, and in the most unexpected moments.
and no matter how you try to avoid it.
there will always be changes.
like now.
.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
waaaaah! nagwala na! haha!
ang lamig pala sa library kapag gabi. wala lang. nandito ako ngayon sa ateneo rizal library. nagmumuni muni. actually kanina ko pa gustong mapag isa at mag isip. kaso hindi pala iyon posible.
grabe, ang sakit ng katawan. katatapos lamang ng weights. then diretso sa acad meeting/snackout sa gabay. hm, hindi rin hectic noh? pero hindi naman sa sobrang nagrereklamo ako. choice ko namang umatend sa pareho. pero pagod talaga ako.
ayon. ano pa ba?
well, ang lungkot ko the past few days.
nagsimula ang lahat nung debut ko. hai. dont get me wrong, i like the idea na legal na ako at dumating naman ang mga taong nais kong makita roon, pero siyempre, marami pa ring kulang. basta, ang laki-laki nung kulang. hai. pero salamat pa rin sa aking mga magulang dahil alam kong pinaghirapan nila iyon. hai. pero ewan ko. minsan naiisip ko, sana hindi nalang ako nag-debut. hai.
ano pa ba?...
well, ewan ko. lately nasasaktan ako. most probably dahil sa mga nakikita ko. ayoko na maghintay. umasa pa ako sa wala. haha. ang tanga ko talaga. hai. kakainis naman kasi eh. hai. sinusubukan ko na lamang munang tanggalin ang thought sa sistema ko.
hm.
well wala pa akong matinong tulog. at siyempre, patong patong na gawain. pero well, wala naman akong karapatang magreklamo, dahil gaya nga ng sabi nila, pinili ko naman iyon.
hai.
namimiss ko na nga pala ang mga magulang ko. at ang pamilya ko. happy birthday pala sa tita ko at sa kapatid kong babae. mahal ko kau.
hai.
salamat nga pala sa isang tao diyan na malamang lamang na hindi niya ito mababasa. haha. wala lang. natouch ako ngayong mga nakaraang araw. hai. kung meron man akong dapat ikasaya, eh dahil nandyan ka. at alam naman nating parehong kailangan natin ang bawat isa. hai. ipit nga lang ako sa sitwasyon. pero masayang masaya ako at nagpapasalamat. sana nandito ka ngayon sa library at pinakikinggan ang mga hinaing ko. hai. at alam kong pagod ka rin, pero kakayanin mo iyan. nandito ako. at im sure, makikita mo rin ang hinahanap mo.
hm.
nakakainis, wala akong maisip na topic sa english. kasi naman, wala akong alam sa mga current issues. hai.
excited na akong magtraining ng judo bukas! maglalabas na lamang ako ng sama ng loob.
hai.
in fairness, kailangan ko ng kausap. haha, as in yung seryoso. ewan ko. kumuha na kaya ako ng personal shrink.
or magsisismba na lamang ako?
in fairness, miss ko na si Lord.
ewan ko. mashado kasing busy.
hai. RETREAT! haha. labo.
uy infairness nakakatulong pala itong tina-type ko ngayon. haha. nakagagaan ng loob. pero mas ok sana kung nagsasalita yung screen o kaya naman eh nayayakap ako nung screen. hai. i need a hug. hindi nga lang ata halatang ganung klase ako ng tao. haha.
o ayan, may nagtext. ay, globe lang pala. kala ko may nagmamahal. haha. asa naman. patay ang text life ko.
naku, bigla kong naalala na may test pala kami sa english bukas. haha. wala pa akong alam.
at nakakainis, ang bobo ko sa math at physics. sobra. mamatay na ako. haha.
kumusta naman ang self-esteem ko di ba?.. wala na. zero na. poof.!
haha. anlabo ko talaga.
nararamdaman kong namamanhid na ang kamay ko sa sobrang lamig. (anlabo ata nun. nararamdaman ang namamanhid. WEIRD!)
haha.
kailangan ko na palang ayusin ang mga bagay na gagawin ko.
hehehe.
hindi na ako magkanda ugaga sa kung ano ang uunahin eh.
hehe.
malapit na pala ang long tests. haha.
godbless na lamang sa akin.
shet. ang bobo ko talaga.
ang tanga ko pa.
ahaha. labo talaga.
hai. tama na nga. haha.
*ang labo ng post, pero siguro sobrang nag-make sense na rin. haha. labo. pero may sense. weeeee.. 8) *
hai...
grabe, ang sakit ng katawan. katatapos lamang ng weights. then diretso sa acad meeting/snackout sa gabay. hm, hindi rin hectic noh? pero hindi naman sa sobrang nagrereklamo ako. choice ko namang umatend sa pareho. pero pagod talaga ako.
ayon. ano pa ba?
well, ang lungkot ko the past few days.
nagsimula ang lahat nung debut ko. hai. dont get me wrong, i like the idea na legal na ako at dumating naman ang mga taong nais kong makita roon, pero siyempre, marami pa ring kulang. basta, ang laki-laki nung kulang. hai. pero salamat pa rin sa aking mga magulang dahil alam kong pinaghirapan nila iyon. hai. pero ewan ko. minsan naiisip ko, sana hindi nalang ako nag-debut. hai.
ano pa ba?...
well, ewan ko. lately nasasaktan ako. most probably dahil sa mga nakikita ko. ayoko na maghintay. umasa pa ako sa wala. haha. ang tanga ko talaga. hai. kakainis naman kasi eh. hai. sinusubukan ko na lamang munang tanggalin ang thought sa sistema ko.
hm.
well wala pa akong matinong tulog. at siyempre, patong patong na gawain. pero well, wala naman akong karapatang magreklamo, dahil gaya nga ng sabi nila, pinili ko naman iyon.
hai.
namimiss ko na nga pala ang mga magulang ko. at ang pamilya ko. happy birthday pala sa tita ko at sa kapatid kong babae. mahal ko kau.
hai.
salamat nga pala sa isang tao diyan na malamang lamang na hindi niya ito mababasa. haha. wala lang. natouch ako ngayong mga nakaraang araw. hai. kung meron man akong dapat ikasaya, eh dahil nandyan ka. at alam naman nating parehong kailangan natin ang bawat isa. hai. ipit nga lang ako sa sitwasyon. pero masayang masaya ako at nagpapasalamat. sana nandito ka ngayon sa library at pinakikinggan ang mga hinaing ko. hai. at alam kong pagod ka rin, pero kakayanin mo iyan. nandito ako. at im sure, makikita mo rin ang hinahanap mo.
hm.
nakakainis, wala akong maisip na topic sa english. kasi naman, wala akong alam sa mga current issues. hai.
excited na akong magtraining ng judo bukas! maglalabas na lamang ako ng sama ng loob.
hai.
in fairness, kailangan ko ng kausap. haha, as in yung seryoso. ewan ko. kumuha na kaya ako ng personal shrink.
or magsisismba na lamang ako?
in fairness, miss ko na si Lord.
ewan ko. mashado kasing busy.
hai. RETREAT! haha. labo.
uy infairness nakakatulong pala itong tina-type ko ngayon. haha. nakagagaan ng loob. pero mas ok sana kung nagsasalita yung screen o kaya naman eh nayayakap ako nung screen. hai. i need a hug. hindi nga lang ata halatang ganung klase ako ng tao. haha.
o ayan, may nagtext. ay, globe lang pala. kala ko may nagmamahal. haha. asa naman. patay ang text life ko.
naku, bigla kong naalala na may test pala kami sa english bukas. haha. wala pa akong alam.
at nakakainis, ang bobo ko sa math at physics. sobra. mamatay na ako. haha.
kumusta naman ang self-esteem ko di ba?.. wala na. zero na. poof.!
haha. anlabo ko talaga.
nararamdaman kong namamanhid na ang kamay ko sa sobrang lamig. (anlabo ata nun. nararamdaman ang namamanhid. WEIRD!)
haha.
kailangan ko na palang ayusin ang mga bagay na gagawin ko.
hehehe.
hindi na ako magkanda ugaga sa kung ano ang uunahin eh.
hehe.
malapit na pala ang long tests. haha.
godbless na lamang sa akin.
shet. ang bobo ko talaga.
ang tanga ko pa.
ahaha. labo talaga.
hai. tama na nga. haha.
*ang labo ng post, pero siguro sobrang nag-make sense na rin. haha. labo. pero may sense. weeeee.. 8) *
hai...
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
para sa'yo.
kala ko masaya ang araw na ito. may nagsabi pa man din sa akin kanina "you seem happy. good for you." ngayon masasabi ko nang tunay ngang nagkamali ang nagsabi nito.
hai, may nangyari kasi eh. hindi inaasahan. and to think na hindi man lamang ako nakapagpaalam sa iyo. hindi man lamang ako nakapagpasalamat sa lahat ng taon na inalagaan mo kami at prinotektahan mo ang aming pamilya. bakit naman kasi biglaan ka nalamang umalis. wala man lamang pasabi. ayan tuloy, ngayon, pinagsisisihan kong hindi ko sinabi sa iyo ang maraming bagay. ngayon, habang buhay na kitang hindi makakausap, makakasama, makakatawanan, makakaiyakan. hai.
pero masaya na rin ako,dahil alam kong nasa isang payapang lugar ka na, at alam kong diyan, hinding hindi ka na masasaktan. hindi ka na kailanman malulungkot, o luluha. kaya masaya na rin ako,kahit na wala ka na kailanman sa tabi ko. salamat.
mamimiss kita. sobra.
hai, may nangyari kasi eh. hindi inaasahan. and to think na hindi man lamang ako nakapagpaalam sa iyo. hindi man lamang ako nakapagpasalamat sa lahat ng taon na inalagaan mo kami at prinotektahan mo ang aming pamilya. bakit naman kasi biglaan ka nalamang umalis. wala man lamang pasabi. ayan tuloy, ngayon, pinagsisisihan kong hindi ko sinabi sa iyo ang maraming bagay. ngayon, habang buhay na kitang hindi makakausap, makakasama, makakatawanan, makakaiyakan. hai.
pero masaya na rin ako,dahil alam kong nasa isang payapang lugar ka na, at alam kong diyan, hinding hindi ka na masasaktan. hindi ka na kailanman malulungkot, o luluha. kaya masaya na rin ako,kahit na wala ka na kailanman sa tabi ko. salamat.
mamimiss kita. sobra.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
im so sick.
hm, i guess we're not ok.
we've made promises, and it seems you dont intend to keep them. or maybe you just forgot?
damn my expectations. curse me for TRUSTING YOU.
*in a rage. *#@&%*@ *
we've made promises, and it seems you dont intend to keep them. or maybe you just forgot?
damn my expectations. curse me for TRUSTING YOU.
*in a rage. *#@&%*@ *
stolen.
just a few things that i stole from kaira's lj. (sorry girl, im just a fan! *lol*)
----
Atenista rants:
1. What's your ID number?
--> 06****
2. Passed or waitlisted?
--> i passed.
3. How did you know about the ACET results?
--> i was in the clinic having my braces adjusted when my dad called me and told me i passed. i sprayed water all over my dentist's face because of shock.
4. Was Ateneo your first choice?
--> eerr, sadly, no. UP was my first choice. if it wasnt for the scholarship, i would have never attended the university.
5. Do you know what your ACET score was?
--> nope. how can you know?
6. What course was your first choice?
--> BS Chemistry with Applied Computer Systems
7. Second choice?
--> ummm, cant remember, bs psychology..?..
8. Ano course mo?
--> BS Chemistry with Applied Computer Systems
9. Did you have any plans of shifting?
--> hm, yes, i planned to shift to psychology, but eventually changed my mind. what can i say, i just LOVE phenolphthalein! (is that the right isfelling?!)
10. Chinito/chinita ka ba?
--> HINDI!
11. Taga-Ateneo High?
--> of course...NOT!
12. Did you have fun in your OrSem?
--> YES!!!
13. Saang gate ka pumasok nung first day?
--> Gate 2.5.
14. Did you stay in a dorm?
--> yes. sa abada.
15. Ever had an F in your grade report?
--> thankfully, not yet. *lol
16. How about an A?
--> Yes. :))
17. Highest grade?
--> A
18. Lowest grade?
--> C (curse you math 21!!)
19. Worst experience in ADMU?
--> i almost fainted in our lab class. cmon, 5 hours straight?! (that's only if we're lucky. believe me, it takes a lot longer than 5.)
20. Did you always attend class?
--> ive cut class, but only when necessary. (hm, define necessary? *lol)
21. What were your orgs?
--> ACheS, Gabay, Aja, Amp (formerly), Wbc (formerly)
22. How many units have you passed?
--> all of them, can't count it off.
23. Nangarap ka bang maglaude?
--> still dreaming. (i dont know till when.)
24. When will you graduate?
--> 2010 for chem, and 2011 for ce/acs. (double degree.)
25. Fave subject/s?
--> PE!!! and chem of course! :D
26. Worst subject/s?
--> math. T_T
27. Fave landmark sa ADMU?
--> gesu church. :)
28. Fave kainan?
--> ampc and happy homes! (tipid!)
29. How did you get to school?
--> walk. (thankful for my comfy slippers and rubbershoes.)
30. Were you always at the lib?
--> first sem, yes, i thought the lib was a sacred place. sems to follow, ive discovered the real world.
31. Ever went to the infirmary when you were sick?
--> nope.
32. Did you have a crush in campus?
--> O_0 *blinks*.
33. May balak kang mag-MS, PhD?
--> yup. but that's still undecided.
34. Have you ever watched a graduation ceremony?
--> nah.
35. Do you know the "Song for Mary" by heart?
--> um, no. *bows head in shame*
36-38. Memorize mo ba ang Fabilioh, Halikinu at Blue Eagle Spelling?
--> blue eagle spelling. (talk about school spirit!)
39. Are you part of Team Ateneo?
--> yup. ateneo judo team. :D
40. Who's your fave UAAP basketball player?
--> jc INTAL!
41. Ever had a perfect score in an exam?
--> yup. :D
42. Ano ang ayaw mo sa Hell Week?
--> the question is, anong gusto ko sa hell week. (coz then i could think of nothing to say.)
43. Dito ka ba natuto uminom ng beer?
--> Nope. :D
44. What do you like most about our school?
--> the ambiance. and the reg. haha. :D
45. Ano ang ayaw mo?
--> the stereotypes.
46. Have you ever bought anything at the A-shop?
--> yep! i bought a shirt and an organizer! :D
47. Maganda ba ID pic mo?
--> ...
48. Done anything illegal on campus?
--> illegal? is sleeping in class illegal?...
49. Bought anything at National Katips?
--> Yes.
50. Ever gone to Starbucks Katips?
--> Yes. but not often.
51. May nakaaway ka na ba sa school?
--> marami. its either because im a warfreak or simply because i care. (i dont know, but id prefer the second one.)
52. QPI?
--> hehe.
----
List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will. Do not say who they are for.
1. i hate you. i sincerely do. and i hate myself for still wanting to patch things up with you.
2. hey, i know its hard, but you'll make it. (don't fret. im here. :D)
3. please stop. im just scared of falling. (coz i know you'll never catch me.)
4. we're ok, right?
5. i miss you so much. i miss 'us'.
6. stay. that's all i ask of you.
7. save me. i think you're the only one who can.
8. you seem so far. im sorry for pushing myself away from you.
9. we could never get along. but im still trying. i just dont know till when.
10. thank you. i dont talk much, but im truly grateful.
*hmm. XD . *
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wordplay tagged me. (thanks a lot!! *grins at the sarcasm.* lol!)
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.
i dont know if im that weird or interesting, but still, this was what ive managed to extract from this vegetated brain of mine:
1. whenever i study for anything, it has always been my ritual to hit my head three times with whatever it is that i studied. i really mean it when i say its 'whatever'. (yes, even with chang and leithold.) *lol*
2. i bother myself with the smallest details. im the perfect example of a workaholic freak, which i think is really unhealthy, but i somehow find enjoyment out of it. i constantly stress about things that i think the normal person would not stress about. i usually sign up for a lot of work and school activities, initially complain about it, but eventually realize that it was what i wanted. i think i find fulfillment out of stress. (this incoming semester would be the most appropriate proof of this claim. *lol)
3. id rather spend my money for other people than to fulfill my own indulgences. and i usually treat people out whenever im sad, the more depressed i am, the more money i spend on other people.
4. im an 'overthinker'. my mind thinks 24/7, even when i sleep. i usually think of more than 2 things at the same time, which would explain my lack of focus during classes. i usually drown out of conversations because im thinking about other matters. even when i sleep, i think of the last problem ive been trying to solve, and end up knowing the solution the moment i open my eyes. i think too much. haha.
5. im afraid of topless girls. *lol*
6. i have a vision of wanting to do everything. and the result, i end up with nothing!
*your turn leo, jau, mica, aaron, inah, and reuben!
----
Atenista rants:
1. What's your ID number?
--> 06****
2. Passed or waitlisted?
--> i passed.
3. How did you know about the ACET results?
--> i was in the clinic having my braces adjusted when my dad called me and told me i passed. i sprayed water all over my dentist's face because of shock.
4. Was Ateneo your first choice?
--> eerr, sadly, no. UP was my first choice. if it wasnt for the scholarship, i would have never attended the university.
5. Do you know what your ACET score was?
--> nope. how can you know?
6. What course was your first choice?
--> BS Chemistry with Applied Computer Systems
7. Second choice?
--> ummm, cant remember, bs psychology..?..
8. Ano course mo?
--> BS Chemistry with Applied Computer Systems
9. Did you have any plans of shifting?
--> hm, yes, i planned to shift to psychology, but eventually changed my mind. what can i say, i just LOVE phenolphthalein! (is that the right isfelling?!)
10. Chinito/chinita ka ba?
--> HINDI!
11. Taga-Ateneo High?
--> of course...NOT!
12. Did you have fun in your OrSem?
--> YES!!!
13. Saang gate ka pumasok nung first day?
--> Gate 2.5.
14. Did you stay in a dorm?
--> yes. sa abada.
15. Ever had an F in your grade report?
--> thankfully, not yet. *lol
16. How about an A?
--> Yes. :))
17. Highest grade?
--> A
18. Lowest grade?
--> C (curse you math 21!!)
19. Worst experience in ADMU?
--> i almost fainted in our lab class. cmon, 5 hours straight?! (that's only if we're lucky. believe me, it takes a lot longer than 5.)
20. Did you always attend class?
--> ive cut class, but only when necessary. (hm, define necessary? *lol)
21. What were your orgs?
--> ACheS, Gabay, Aja, Amp (formerly), Wbc (formerly)
22. How many units have you passed?
--> all of them, can't count it off.
23. Nangarap ka bang maglaude?
--> still dreaming. (i dont know till when.)
24. When will you graduate?
--> 2010 for chem, and 2011 for ce/acs. (double degree.)
25. Fave subject/s?
--> PE!!! and chem of course! :D
26. Worst subject/s?
--> math. T_T
27. Fave landmark sa ADMU?
--> gesu church. :)
28. Fave kainan?
--> ampc and happy homes! (tipid!)
29. How did you get to school?
--> walk. (thankful for my comfy slippers and rubbershoes.)
30. Were you always at the lib?
--> first sem, yes, i thought the lib was a sacred place. sems to follow, ive discovered the real world.
31. Ever went to the infirmary when you were sick?
--> nope.
32. Did you have a crush in campus?
--> O_0 *blinks*.
33. May balak kang mag-MS, PhD?
--> yup. but that's still undecided.
34. Have you ever watched a graduation ceremony?
--> nah.
35. Do you know the "Song for Mary" by heart?
--> um, no. *bows head in shame*
36-38. Memorize mo ba ang Fabilioh, Halikinu at Blue Eagle Spelling?
--> blue eagle spelling. (talk about school spirit!)
39. Are you part of Team Ateneo?
--> yup. ateneo judo team. :D
40. Who's your fave UAAP basketball player?
--> jc INTAL!
41. Ever had a perfect score in an exam?
--> yup. :D
42. Ano ang ayaw mo sa Hell Week?
--> the question is, anong gusto ko sa hell week. (coz then i could think of nothing to say.)
43. Dito ka ba natuto uminom ng beer?
--> Nope. :D
44. What do you like most about our school?
--> the ambiance. and the reg. haha. :D
45. Ano ang ayaw mo?
--> the stereotypes.
46. Have you ever bought anything at the A-shop?
--> yep! i bought a shirt and an organizer! :D
47. Maganda ba ID pic mo?
--> ...
48. Done anything illegal on campus?
--> illegal? is sleeping in class illegal?...
49. Bought anything at National Katips?
--> Yes.
50. Ever gone to Starbucks Katips?
--> Yes. but not often.
51. May nakaaway ka na ba sa school?
--> marami. its either because im a warfreak or simply because i care. (i dont know, but id prefer the second one.)
52. QPI?
--> hehe.
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List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will. Do not say who they are for.
1. i hate you. i sincerely do. and i hate myself for still wanting to patch things up with you.
2. hey, i know its hard, but you'll make it. (don't fret. im here. :D)
3. please stop. im just scared of falling. (coz i know you'll never catch me.)
4. we're ok, right?
5. i miss you so much. i miss 'us'.
6. stay. that's all i ask of you.
7. save me. i think you're the only one who can.
8. you seem so far. im sorry for pushing myself away from you.
9. we could never get along. but im still trying. i just dont know till when.
10. thank you. i dont talk much, but im truly grateful.
*hmm. XD . *
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wordplay tagged me. (thanks a lot!! *grins at the sarcasm.* lol!)
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.
i dont know if im that weird or interesting, but still, this was what ive managed to extract from this vegetated brain of mine:
1. whenever i study for anything, it has always been my ritual to hit my head three times with whatever it is that i studied. i really mean it when i say its 'whatever'. (yes, even with chang and leithold.) *lol*
2. i bother myself with the smallest details. im the perfect example of a workaholic freak, which i think is really unhealthy, but i somehow find enjoyment out of it. i constantly stress about things that i think the normal person would not stress about. i usually sign up for a lot of work and school activities, initially complain about it, but eventually realize that it was what i wanted. i think i find fulfillment out of stress. (this incoming semester would be the most appropriate proof of this claim. *lol)
3. id rather spend my money for other people than to fulfill my own indulgences. and i usually treat people out whenever im sad, the more depressed i am, the more money i spend on other people.
4. im an 'overthinker'. my mind thinks 24/7, even when i sleep. i usually think of more than 2 things at the same time, which would explain my lack of focus during classes. i usually drown out of conversations because im thinking about other matters. even when i sleep, i think of the last problem ive been trying to solve, and end up knowing the solution the moment i open my eyes. i think too much. haha.
5. im afraid of topless girls. *lol*
6. i have a vision of wanting to do everything. and the result, i end up with nothing!
*your turn leo, jau, mica, aaron, inah, and reuben!
Sunday, June 03, 2007
what major is right for you?
this came out shocking for me. thought i'd take the quiz as well. haha.
the course im currently taking came out 7th in the list. unbelievable! haha. but i honestly did plan on shifting to psychology. haha. oh well. no regrets. im happy with my my course. well, for now that is. :D
| You scored as Psychology/Sociology, You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
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the course im currently taking came out 7th in the list. unbelievable! haha. but i honestly did plan on shifting to psychology. haha. oh well. no regrets. im happy with my my course. well, for now that is. :D
Friday, June 01, 2007
the art of self perfection and self realization.
its amazing how a single semester of pe could change the track of your entire college life.
i recall saying to myself that i would very much like to become a student athlete once i enter the university. although then, i pictured myself to be part of the lady eagles basketball team, wearing the blue and white jersey printed with bold letters of the ATENEO DE MANILA UNIVERSITY, sprinting around the araneta, hearing the screeching sound of my snickers echoing around the basketball court. this however would forever remain a fantasy.
my dream of becoming a student athlete came true, however in a different form. never have i imagined myself to go into the martial arts, most especially judo. and it all happened because of a pe class that my friend wanted to take up. i recall posting in my former blogger (http://shut-me-out.blogspot.com) how overly petrified i was when i learned that she wanted me to join the same class. well, i went through with it for one whole semester. i never expected an invitation from our coach since i wasnt what you'd call competition material. i was just having fun! it didnt occur to me that i would have the option of taking the sport to the next level!
i did accept the offer, with the consideration of both the positive and negative consequences of my decision. of course, such a privilege of competing for the university entitled me of certain responsibilities. i knew that the moment that i said yes, everything would be different. i remember my coach telling me that being a student athlete would be a greater challenge than trying to graduate in the ateneo alone.
good thing im willing to take the challenge. and in the process of actually joining the varsity team, ive learned to love judo as a sport and as a martial art. ive learned to respect the art itself and im willing to extend my knowledge of it not only for my own leisure but for the university im competing for.
its already been 2 months since the track of my college life took on a different route. there may be a couple of ruff turns,but despite this, im willing to drive on.
You progress not through what has been done, but reaching towards what has yet to be done -Kahlil Gibran
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